My Routine

I'm always around people all of the time. My phone is always going off and I'm always online. But every Wednesday, I dedicate myself some solo time. 

There's a bar downstairs from the studio so before every session, I have ONE drink. I don't talk to anyone. I put my phone face down and I just think about everything that's going on in my life. I rarely get the chance to do that so that's why I dedicate that day for self-reflection.

We get so caught up in being hosts for our friends, family, etc that we forget to be the host of OURSELF. We forget how to enjoy our own company. We forget to think about ourself rather than other people.

I love my friends. I love my family. But I'm still learning how to love myself. How about you?

Reality is..

My good friend pulled me aside just now and had a 1 on 1 real talk with me. Given that he's never done anything like this before, I didnt know what to expect.

He reminded me that he loves me like a brother and he only wants what is best for me. He began to tell me that in order to get where I want to be, music and relationships, I have to really start looking inside.

He said that I haven't fully learned to accept myself and that I'm extremely picky. I put people in a box and they have to be this, that, or there. Nothing in between.

I stood there in silence. I don't think I've ever had anyone speak on that.

I don't know what's going to happen next but now that I've posted this, I can look back at this and remind myself what I need to do and how I need to get there.

Thank you AB

I'm finally at a point in my music again where I can say with confidence that I know exactly what to create.

I'm going to release an album late March of this year. DUE4LOVE is just the beginning.

TO BE HONEST

I AIN'T FEELIN' YOUR ENERGY